Pain is but sweetest sorrow
A knife cutting at your side
Another day is another tomorrow
But from pain we can never hide
It breaks your heart, it haunts your thoughts
It drains your happiness drop by drop
Until all that is and all thats left
Is sweetest sorrow you will never forget
So sorrow as sweet as this is to me
Is sorrow I would lock and throw away the key

xaries posted at 12:37 AM

We sometimes hide the scars we bear
And fear it to be shown
For there are reasons beyond compare
That never should be known
What we fear most is hurting
Going back there again
And happiness keeps deserting
While loneliness becomes your friend
Will we ever learn to adjust
In the world around us now
For after shattered trust
All we can think is how
But time heals us all
Sometimes longer than it seems
It breaks through our walls
It renews our hopes and dreams
So if we take the time, to stop and look around
Happiness can be around the corner
Its just waiting to be found

xaries posted at 2:25 AM

Being together brings us remorse
Shouting forever makes voices hoarse
Hurting each other makes everything worse
Till we reach a point we can't converse
All we do is contend the other's way
What more can be left for each other to say
Pictures we've painted make us upset
Places we've visited are filled with regret
All we keep doing is not seeing eye to eye
Our happiness is turned into tears that we cry
Being together,is never well
It seems like forever,its a living hell
Our issues our plenty, they won't be resolved
Our sins are our actions that can't be absolved
All we have left is hidden dispair
Because what we can't fix, we can never repair

xaries posted at 2:54 PM

If I can read your mind for a day
And see the thoughts you keep hidden away
Would you share with me what noone knows
And open the locks to these bolted doors
Would you let me in to poke and pry
Would you give me the chance to even try
But letting me in is to take a chance
So would you mind having this dance
And if you did would you be upset
For taking this risk and having regret
For all you're doing is sharing with me
Every thought you think honestly
So think again about what I have said
Before letting me in, into your head

xaries posted at 2:19 AM

The burden has finally lifted
I can breathe again at last
For I was submerged under waves
Of waters I couldn't get past
Now my heart beats stronger
Beats with the strength I know
That if I have hope and carry on
I'll get to where I need to go
Now that I have weathered these waves
And overcome this overwhelming tide
I can finally breathe again
And release my fear inside
I feel so much lighter
Like a feather in the breeze
Everything seems so much brighter
And I breathe again with ease

xaries posted at 7:35 PM

Why does my fear turn to sadness?
Why does my heart feel so insecure?
Why do doubts tear at my gladness?
And leave tears on my pillow
Why does my heart feel so heavy?
Why does it feel like its about to burst
Why is this feeling my levy?
Why is this sorrow my curse?
Why does my lament of sorrow
Always fall on deaf ears
Why is today just another tomorrow?
Another day of sadness and tears
Why can my heart not be free?
Of such feelings that are so low
Why do they have to bother me?
And never seem to let me go
I pray that they will disappear
And be replaced with better things to come
And never have them reappear
Only then will I have them overcome

xaries posted at 10:11 PM

I call out for an answer
But I get no reply
I’m left again in the dark
And I don’t know the reason why
I wish I knew what was happening
I wish I knew all was well
I wish I had all the answers
That would lead me out of this hell
So what do I do in this moment?
Do I pray that nothing is wrong?
Do I hope and wait for an answer
And pray it doesn’t take long
And when I do get an answer
Will it be one for me?
Will it be one that answers my question?
And sets my worries free

xaries posted at 10:10 PM

How can a moment hurt you
How can a moment cause you pain
How can a moment desert you
And have tears fall down like rain
How can you be affected
By a deed that is not done
How can you feel so unloved
When the fault lies with none
How can you feel anger
How can you feel dispair
How can you feel all these things
When a problem isn't there
How can these things affect you
When really you have no cause
But when they happen to upset you
Would you stop to think and pause
But therein lies the answer
To the question that is brought
For to conquer all that is felt
One must give it a better thought

xaries posted at 4:10 PM

When I ask my question
Silence greets my sigh
So all thats left is silence
Silence to wonder why
Silence that doubts
Silence that mocks
Silence that wants you to get up and shout
For if I can stop to wonder
And leave my thoughts to rest
Would doubts leave me asunder
When my question is addressed
But all I get is silence
Which adds more to my doubt
Silence which leaves no easy peace
But bitterness in my mouth
And when my call is answered
All I find is a lie
For truth no longer exists
When promises begin to die
So best not to ask a question
And have silence trouble oneself
And expect none in return
For silence will speak for itself

xaries posted at 6:01 AM

This is how the story goes
The river of life forever flows
People come and people go
They made their choices and left before
Those who wait are those who stay
Those who can't will go away
The special times were in the past
So what is left we'll see if it lasts
There's more to me than meets the eye
And now you begin to wonder why
What answer would you have given by me
One you like or one you can't see
For choices are made,and decisions are bound
And simple truths are seldom found
So all that remains after the dust
Is faith, honour, truth and trust.

xaries posted at 3:35 AM